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You want to know the truth?
I envy you a lot
The bonds that you all share
Are what I've always sought
I don't think that I can
Ever have such things
Because of who I am
With my insecurities
I crave the touch of a friend
But I'm too scared to ask
I don't want to seem needy
So I'll just wear a mask
I'll keep it all inside
The loneliness and pain
Otherwise I'll burden you
Which will make me so ashamed
Although I don't deserve you
I don't want to be alone
To keep you from leaving me
I'll give up everything I own
I envy you a lot
The bonds that you all share
Are what I've always sought
I don't think that I can
Ever have such things
Because of who I am
With my insecurities
I crave the touch of a friend
But I'm too scared to ask
I don't want to seem needy
So I'll just wear a mask
I'll keep it all inside
The loneliness and pain
Otherwise I'll burden you
Which will make me so ashamed
Although I don't deserve you
I don't want to be alone
To keep you from leaving me
I'll give up everything I own
Literature
Giving Up
Sometimes I pray that I can die
I want this life to end
I cry because I want to kill myself
And I cry because I can't
I know there are people out there
who have harder lives than me
This poem is for us, with hard lives.
People who have had their bodies used
for a pleasure not their own
Just as it has been done to me
People who are lonely
even though they have friends
friends who dont seem to want to
reach out and help
Just as I have felt
People with parents who find them
"useless" or "not good enough"
Just as my mom has told me.
People with parents
who get drunk all the time
making us worry
when they never come around
J
Literature
Don't
Don't tell me to get over it
As though that took so little wit
Contempt in your rolling eyes
Primacy poorly disguised
Don't order me to suck it up
For I drink from a bitter cup
You ask why I can't just 'move on'
But all my forward thrust is gone
Don't say that it's just a phase,
I still can't see past this maze.
The little fissure those eyes see
A chasm meant to swallow me
Don't claim that you can empathize
It reeks of haughtiness and lies
And all your pretty banal words
Swirl around like feral birds
You seem sure that their pecking
Makes my mind so much tougher
But that which doesn't kill
Will only make me suffer
Literature
She Thought Wrong
Every day
She is pushed
She is shoved
She is ridiculed
Judged so harsh
They call her fat
Call her a loser
Call her a freak
She doesn't belong
She feels worse
Every day
Lost in thought
She makes her decision
She will no longer be hurt
She'll be gone
End her own life
She walks home so lonely
She wonders why the world
Hates her so much
No one can save her now
WHY?!
She walks into the house
She's all alone for the night
'Nobody will notice' she thought
She writes her final note to the world
'I'm so sorry. I love you, and don't blame yourself.'
She searches frantically
Finding every drug she could
Buspirone - for dads'
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These words describe 
(and me, as I share his personality a lot 
) very well, I really like it. ^^
(and me, as I share his personality a lot ) very well, I really like it. ^^