My Own Self-Destruction

There are things about me
I just can't control
The shame makes me want
To crawl in a hole

I rely on you more
Than you'll ever know
It'd be better for you
If I were to go

I know I'm a burden
Don't bother denying
But I can't seem to shake this
No matter how hard I'm trying

The guilt causes pain
And so does the fear
The voices inside
Are all I can hear

All of these things
Make it so hard to function
I am the cause
Of my own self-destruction.